Hello,
Thank you for your query at DoctorSpring.com
I understand your concern.
I am Dr. Jaydeep and I will be assisting you, in this case.
Firstly I need you to answer a few questions:
a) Were you previously interested in girls? Like getting erections on thinking about girls or watching pornographic material or video?
b) The interest in guys. Is this a romantic association? Do you feel like you are falling in love with a guy?
c) Any history of childhood sexual abuse?
Please discuss in detail. If there is a particular guy you like, you need to explain what exactly you feel about him. This will help me assessing your situation better.
Regards,
Dr. Jaydeep

Hello,
I understand your concerns.
Currently, you have some bisexual tendencies, and since you hit a rough patch following the end of your relationship, you felt comfortable with him.
But if this has led him to stay away from you, you need to avoid showing any kind of tendencies or make any advancements towards him. Those who are straight can be very uncomfortable around someone attracted to the same sex. So you need to respect his feelings, talk to him and explain how much this friendship means to you.
A lot of men who have homosexual tendencies, start relationships with girls only to realise later that they are actually homosexual. You need to understand what you want in the future. Do you get attracted to girls? Or are you thinking about him all day? This is an online forum with no judgment. So please open up. It is very important you first determine your sexual orientation.
Regards,
Dr. Jaydeep

No, there is no need to consult anyone.
You are the best judge of your own orientation.
Regarding sleeping tablets, for that you will need prescription. Alprazolam 0.25-0.5 mg is a good choice.
Regards,
Dr. Jaydeep