Hello,
Thanks for posting your query at DoctorSpring.com
I have gone through your question in detail and I can understand what you are going through.
You have mentioned three incidents, that of 1) Watching porn occasionally 2) Watching ladies/girls in swimming pool and 3) Watching a lady wash clothes secretly. Now all of these are quite normal experiences and are considered as experimental during the childhood and teenage years. Most of the people go through these phases. There is nothing abnormal about it and nothing of it makes you susceptible to vyourism.
Also as we had discussed before:
1) Taking antidepressants wont make you paraphillic.
2) Age of development of paraphilia is very early mostly by the age of 17 years - 18 years.
Its probably your anxiety issues that are making you anxious about the thought of developing vyourism. If you are convinced with the explanation then its ok, other wise you need to see your psychiatrist and an increase in your antidepressant dose may be warranted.
Hope this helps.
In case you have any additional query, do let me know.
Kind regards
Dr. Srikanth Reddy MD
Patient replied :
before finishing enquiry
. so i can uderstand that my ealier described behaviours are quite normal behaviour of human desire.. and i havent no other experiences and impulses..that is 100% sure from me..
thank u sir
so nw u can give a surety to me that thats was not a voyeuristic onset symptoms..and in my this age there have no chance for a new onset...?
thanking u sir again
Hello,
Its a ' Yes' to all your questions. Its a normal behaviour and there is no chance at your age.
Regards
Dr. Srikanth Reddy MD
Patient replied :
okk... thanku sir.. very much... before concluding .., i forgotten to say one matter , is that in my 30 s i rarely seen some porn videos too. ( its is rarely.., if i get safe chance). bt i have no impulse on that .., when it get through whtasaapp like oppertunity... is the the part of normal mans desire?.. .. so here i am concluding... very much thanking u sir give a kind support
Hello,
Yes . Seeing porn occasionally is very common and normal.
Kind regards,
Dr. Srikanth Reddy MD