I am a female. I am almost 44 years old. Since my childhood, I fear vomiting and I have emetophobia. However, I did not vomit since about eight years. On the last day of September 2014, I had diarrhea (loose stool , but only 2 times and I vomited twice) after 2 hours of eating and I felt anxious. The next week I had a pus discharge from my navel and I took 3 antibiotic intramuscular injection (oframax) and I also took a spray antibiotic . I lost my appetite because I was anxious and afraid to vomit because of the antibiotic. The surgeon told me that it was just an inflammation and there is no need for worrying. The next week, one of my relatives died (sick with cancer for only 3 months) and this added to my sadness and worries. I remembered everything (My mother died in September 2013 and my father died in August 2006 and I am living alone with my sister. My mother vomited before she died and my father vomited in his last days because of renal failure). I thought I would be Ok after I finish my therapy, but this did not happen. I lost my appetite for food and I am always feeling anxious and worried about my health. I lost about 10 kiograms in 4 months. I can not sleep because I am afraid of vomiting. I always wake up in the night afraid of vomting and once I feel afraid I go to the bathroom making loose stool. The doctor told me that I have IBS and prescribed Librax and motillium for me. I made a cbc analysis which was ok (anaemia that was later treated). I also made an Xray on the abdomen only and urine and stool analysis which were ok). The terrible thinking of vomiting which I cannot prevent makes me really sick. Two weeks ago, I had a flu which continued for about two weeks and raised my temperature for two days and this of course increased my worries and all of a sudden I felt panic. I had diarrhea, felt nauseous, shaking and trembling, my mouth was dry and this lasted for several hours until I went asleep (but I did not vomit) and this of course added to my sickness. When I have the panic attack I feel I am passing away. I know that a large part of my sickness is psychological and because of my emotions and fear, which I can not prevent especially with sunset and night. The menstruation also increases my IBS symptoms and my panic attacks because it makes me feel nauseous. I do not know what to do when I have the panic attack. My stomach does not endure pills at that time and I can only take oral suspensions. At the time of the attack I need something which soothes me with rapid effect before the matter worsens and before I vomit. I need something that makes me fall asleep and stop thinking as thinking worsens my symptoms. I feel very anxious now and I can not sleep without paracetamol or aspocid. I also feel my head throbbing on the left side from time to time. I do not know what to do to prevent my panic of vomiting. Will I die because of vomiting and feeling nausea? I can not enjoy my life and I am really depressed. Do the hormones have any role in the anxiety I am feeling? What is wrong with me?