Dear dr.. i am 34 male ..and i have undergone psychiatric treatment for hypocondriasis 3 times.. first time in my 20s fear of occurance of stomach cancer and secnd time i feared about happening brain stock.. both time i visited a psychiartist and he diagnosed i hav HYPOCONDRIA, and prescribed venlafaxine xr 75 mg per day both time. And i got 100 percnt remission too



Last anxiety attack is in my 32 age and nw i feared about the occcurance or onset of schizophrenia.. then my same psychiartist told me tht u have no schizophrenia diagnozing symptoms and i knw u from the last 10 yr and u have above the normal age critetia of scizophrenia onset.and he again prescrbd venlafaxine xr 75 mg. aftr that i got 90 percnt remission and the last 3 month before my psychiartist reduced the dose to 37.5 ... then anw my anxiety increased again .. i am alittle bit restless too nw.. a lot of irrational doubts tok arises. This is my history.







sir nw my doubt related to pedophillia.. cz one week before police arrestd a pedophillic person near to my home.. then onwards i have feared about about pedophillia..



My fear is can i have any chance to become a pedophillic in future? And i need to clear i hve no pedophillic impulses in my mind.. for that here i trustfully disclose my feeling as points below for analysing me by u







Sir ..1. i have girl friend in my same age and i sexually attracting her



2 I have no sexual arouses when i see kids and mingling with them.. rarely only i mingle wt kids



3 my sexual desire fuly interestd on opposite sex sply ladies



4 i never see or i hvnt no impulses towards kids and old ladies in my life



5 after venlafazine med i think my sexual interest has to declined lityle bit.. so i bhave a below average sex drive i felt



6 i have no and never any spl attraction on kids in my life.i am thinking my niece as my daughters



7 i never watch any kids near to my home..



8 my sex interest only to young beautiful ladies



9 i have to seen normal porn videos bt i hate pedophillic videos... i never seen



10 i never have any sexual activity wt any kids in my life... like intensionly touchin...no one

11 *** I HAVE SEEN PORN VIDEOS SINCE MY 20 AGE .. ITS OCCASIONALY... AND MY DOUBT IS I HAVE A LITTILE BIT INTERESTED ON THE PORN MOVIES SUBJECTED= THE BOY AND AUNTY STYLE... MEANS NOT A RAPE MODEL , ITS ONLY HAVE INTERCOURSE WITH BOY AND ADULT FEMALE AND FEMALE INITIATE FOR SEXUAL INETRCOURSE.. AND GETTING PLEASURE AND ENJOYING BOTH EQUALLY SEX.. BUT MY FEAR THAT THE BOY AGE IS BETWEEN 15 TO 25 AND COMPLETED PUBERTY.. IS THIS INTEREST COMING UNDER PEDOPHILLIA... ( I AM A MALE AND NOT HOMOSEXUAL)



NEXT IS HAVE PEDOPHILLIC PENIS ERRECTION WHILE THEY MEET AND MINGLE WITH KIDS ( I HAVE NT SUCH EXPERIENCES IN MY LIFE)





11 * and sir if any chance when i mingle wt kids ..,, when they touch my genital area or penis.. if my penis erect in that tym... it may be an new onset of pedophillia ( never happend such in my life,,, due to fear i am avoiding kids in my life.., accidently may happend such...

12.in movies if when i felt such manner means when i see movies , accidently my penis erect due to see any girls( not happend yet and never think about that , but my anxiety is leads to thinking me such).. such accidently penis erect when any about kids leads to me pedophillic.. dear sir there is no and nothing and never happend such in my life...








So sir do u want more question pls ask me in follow up







And iam affraid i would be a pedophillic in future and a anti social in society l.. i cant think about tht



And this fear and constant thinking about pedophillia may leads to me a real pedophillic



sir kindly answer this... i am ingreat stress



and yday i contactd my psychiartst on phone he told me to upgrde medicine to150 mg per day.. bt i couldnt get relax now,, AND HOW MANY DAYS WILL TAKE VENLAFAXINE TAKE EFFECTIVE