Hey Doc,
Thanks for the quick response. Over time i have realized that a lot of people are in similar situation. We all make mistakes and then we wonder for questions. I never wanted to have paid sex but out of one time i gained confidence that things may not go wrong and did it again. The blood made me freak out. Although without the period i could have been in danger too but this went upto a little extreme this time.
also, i actually edited the above document highlighting a situation before but it did not save because you repied at the exact same time. so this is what i had written in the edited doc.
---- situation 2 -- i had sex before once with a prostitute.. About 2 months back where we had sex. It felt more good in this case. Someone said that if it felt good it may be beacuse condom broke but i am guessing it is because during period i did not feel so great since the lubrication is high at that time and its an easy flow, am i right?
so either ways i was inside her for about 20 seconds or so and then once i took out, the sperm was intact as on top. I did not check for minor holes like in the second situation btu i did blew it and see if it went up like baloon and it did. The prostitute also immediately looked at the condom to see if it wasnt broken because i see they are more worried about spreading hiv or getting one. but about 2 weeks later i got bad viral. i had fever at 100 for 2 or 3 days and then my body got fatigued. Id get tired very quickly and shortness of breath if i do too much. It was also peak winters in december when this happened. My sister who is a doctor said its normal for viral to have such symptoms and also because its winters the shrotness of breath can get more annoying but i started just relating this too the condom blew that i did in this particular situation (situation 2) and wondering that because my mouth did that to the condom, i was close to the vaginal fluids and my lips or so may have come in contact with the same. What do you think?

Hey Doc, thank you so much. Thank you for your time. I have one last question before i stop freaking out totally and close this consult. i happen to see these weird slight discoloration on my penis. I dont even know if its there or that thing is normal and i am freaking out. Because in the morning i thought i had blood spill out in my urine which umm obv wasn't there. I just saw it cause of anxiety post that day seeing blood like that for the first time and also all those risks involved.
I am attaching some images. Taken with phone and taken with a dslr so you could see clearly. I am very sorry to horrify you with such images but thought i might ask. Also this kinda thing that i am noticing doesn't exist even that little bit once my penis is erect.
so is there something or have i just become hypochondriac?

Hello,
I understand you are worried.
But your penis looks absolutely normal and healthy.
So please do not worry.
Regards.