Natasha currently takes Citalopram 40mg tablets 1 a day. Mirtazapine 15mg tablets 1 a night, Propranolol 40mg tablets 1 up to 3 times a day, depending how bad her panic attacks are.
Could this be Paranoid/Schizophrenia or is it just part of her major depressive disorder, or is both?
My partner was Sexually abused/Raped from age 11 to nearly 16 years old, she never got any justice for what she went through, because she was not yet turned 16 at the time & the decision went by her mother, who did not want to press charges, he admitted touching only & escaped with just a caution.
Natasha is on medication for Major Depressive Disorder & Severe Anxieties.
Natasha keeps going on about seeing things, like faces appearing of her Stepdad, who Sexually Abused, Raped her as a Child for years & Natasha also sees faces of people she has never seen before, reporting to see a Devil like creature/human sitting under a table, seeing two red eyes in the house, floating hands that try to touch her, a rocking horse floating upwards, such bizarre things! Natasha always feels like something is following her or watching her, or something is hiding behind doors, peaking at her, Natasha cannot stand the dark at all, it's a nightmare & has been for years.
Natasha can't stand it all happening to her, she also keeps mentioning recently about hearing voices, telling her "You are to blame", "help me", the sound of Crying children, hearing her own name being called, a message saying "You're not listening to me" Other voices she can't understand what is being said to her etc. Natasha also mentions constantly, that the Police, who let her down, for not giving her any justice, for what she has been through & because of previous experiences with Doctors, she feels they are against her too, She feels nearly everyone is against her & are not here to help her & just ruin her life, so she has lost trust in everyone, apart from myself.
Natasha also gets very upset, when she hears stories about children being abused or hurt in any kind of way, or bad mothers or fathers, it really affects her, she gets very tearful, because she is affected from what she has been through.
Also our Curtains & Blinds have to all be shut Day & Night, as Natasha feels people are spying on her, she will never answer the door to anyone, I answer the door only, when i know we are expecting someone, i also had to remove the Door Bell, as it made her jump, it made her have severe panic attacks, because she always feels that Paedophile, will get her or her family will get her. The recent smashed kitchen Window has made her feel a lot worse now, we even have to have CCTV Cameras now & Warning stickers around our home, to make her feel a little safe!
Category: Psychiatrist